Wednesday, December 30, 2009

my pray, happy 2010 everyone



Dear Lord, 2009 gonna be end soon, i feel thankful for wat i have gain and wat i have lost in this year coz everythsg happened in my life sure have is own reason and is planned by YOU.
i will never give up for all the challenges in my future, i will give my best 2gorly the name of God.
With U, i can do everythg!!i m walked with U, and u r my helper forever..
in a new year that coming to me.my lord please continue lead me, guide me, wisdom me!!
when i cried, pls wide my tears, when i m happy, pls remind me to be humble
i m child of God, i willing to do amythgs that Father u wan me to do  jz to gory ur name!!
in the name of Jesus i prayed
Amen


30/12/09 the last time that i gonna to sleep on bed and go into my dreamland in the year 2009
happy advanced new year
i wish all my family, my friends have a wonderful year in 2010
God bless and Good luck, muaksss
May all ur dreams achieved in 2009
and have new targets on 2010
stay happy healthy always
hope the peaceful is happen in all around the world
i pray that 2010 will be a better year compared to 2009
My lord, please continue blessing us
May the love of God are shower to everyone
once again,

Happy New Year 2010



 

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

after YES

the whole month of December
is a favorite month of girls
Why??Christmas, New year
most important the YES

sales is everywhere in this month
just after my exam
i went to shopping for quite many of times
first few times, i cant found my ideal stuffs

But after some days
i managed to shopped many shirts in the end
(even myself also din expected that much)
shirts, one piece, some facial equipment, 2 pair of shoes and some small accessories
here are some pictures of my newbies


a plain white shirt



a Seed black top (my hands was itchy when i saw discount 70%)

another Seed t-shirt (discount 50% !i will regret if i didn't brought it)
 

Padini also discount 50%
 
finally i managed to buy a one piece ( credited to Chris Chan)


i want to buy a smaller size bag for a long time and now i brought it
( thanks to Jun Chin)


a new purse for myself since my old one was gone

and yes, the things i brought are much more than what i expected
and i announced bankrupt after this
my current account jz leave RM40
need some jobs please!!


Monday, December 28, 2009

new year eve

31st of December, the last day of  2009
i m so excited to celebrate it, the new year eve!!!
but how, all the plan seem like have to cancel
due to no people wan go...

Jun have so plan with her gangs
Joey also have her own plan...
JC2 leave me and Mei Fung ( the "C" is abandon)

Kevince and Chris not free
apiit-ians back to hometown mostly..
Who are free??
to accompany me on this new year eve??

hey, all my frens who reading this post
Carmen wan hire a part time BOYFRIEND
a BF jz for new year  eve

who are interested, please kindly leave a msg here
i will contact him...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

comig soon....

Christmas is over, is also means that i have to said ByeBye to 2009 very soon..
2010 is around the corner, i already can see it's "shadow" saying HI to me!!
as usual like what i done in previous years
is time for me to plan and set some targets for the year 2010

OH NO, 2010 means i getting older
not only "yi sap mou dak zao"
and also more than that!!
people said when u gone through that year
the year after that will go faster
and you will realize u are getting older and older..
Argg, I don't want!!!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I dunno

对于你
我真的有所保留。。。、
因为到现在
我还是无法了解


我希望我只是想太多
你没有我所想的那么复杂
也请你别伤害我。。。
因为那真的很痛。。。。

Saturday, December 19, 2009

谢谢你=)

这三天两头所发生的事
心情渐渐平复。。。。
有些事,你改变不了,那惟有接受。。。。
人长大了,必定要学会妥协
很多时候,很多事
不是你想怎样就怎样??
你要向西,它就偏要和你来个大逆转。。。
如果凡事都不放手
到最后,累的会是自己


你,你和你
不管怎样。。。
我都要谢谢你
那些快乐的回忆是我无法磨灭的
它们也是真实地存在着!!
更感谢你们让我跌倒
让我哭,让我受伤
这一切都让卡雯成长
让我学习到很多,
更让我懂得珍惜!!

眼泪必不会白流
我会一步一脚印地走下去。。。
因为我就是这样走过来的。。。。

Friday, December 18, 2009

有一种感觉

当你知道别无期待时
应该不要再继续等待

明知再继续走下去
在前面等着你的会是峭壁悬崖
该悬崖勒马;还是一味地往前走呢???
答案很明显不是吗??
但为什么有人还是会继续义无反顾地往前走呢???

人往往都是感情用事的动物
面对感情,都会失去该有的理智
噢,也许不是失去
而是不去判断,不愿意理性一点。。。。。。
就好像瞎子走路一样,失去了方向。。。

想到了两句以前简讯里的信息

“幸福就像拾碎裂的玻璃
有人拾得多;有人拾得少
也有人不小心割伤了手。。。。”

“是你的就是你的
不是你的就不是你的;
任凭你多伤心,多想要。。都没用”




















卡雯是个大笨蛋

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

no longer....

Since when the things is change
u said i m changed
fine, may be...
but i try my best to make it ok
how about u??

R u ever appreciate??
i have no idea about it anymore

told myself about thousand times
to not care about it..
joking??Ya, may b for u
i have changed to be small gas
i m just the normal human being
okok...think what ever u want
do what ever u want
is useless for me to get angry

just wait for the day
the day i with no feel with all the JOKE
the day i wont cry anymore just bcoz of both of u
that is mean THE END between u and me

Carmen, u treat ppl aso fren
may b they just treat u as a SHXT..
the previous carmen??
hw about the previous u??
where??when i changed, u are changed also...

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
想回到过去。。。。。。。

so CUTE

a new hair style again
is nice ( at least cant blame on the hairstylist la)
look so  different from my previous short hair
that one is "yeng" and a bit boylish
but Now
i look like a barbie...
is cover my face and just can see my eyes
i Noe my eyes BIG ok...
is so CUTE....
20 years aso havent try such a cute look.....
well well well, but for me it is a  bit look like mushroom....
























i LOVE the previous one, but i still like this also..
at least wont be borring and messy...

Monday, December 14, 2009

无定律

此时此刻,在我脑海里只有四个字
顺其自然
有些东西是你努力不来的,因为它从来都不属于你
莫名的无力感
我真的不该贪心对吧???
如果要我争,那我宁愿退出这场游戏
我不想去做无谓的事
都已经知道结果的事,我不想多此一举

Is holidays

Finally after those busy and stress stuff
nw is time for me to enjoy
yeah, claps for my holiday!!!

not much plan for this holidays
so, if u free and thinking of me
just call me out ya..
hopefully i will be free mostly

wan some alcohol since i so stress recently!!!!
anyone interested with it???
kae liang they plan to go Penang on this holidays
i m not sure will it be success
Hopefully is ON.....

Shopping, drinking, perhaps clubbing can be ON in this holidays!!!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

letter of Jesus

before i start my blog 2day, i do have some thimgs to share
this year, i was rejected m,any parties, countdown, for christmas eve
some said i m too serious on my view's of my religion
and some said i m conservative
erm, Christmas  is the day of Jesus born
so, we celebrate it because it is HIs bday
try to imagine a bday party without the bday's boy
does it make sense???nope right???
so pls dont put a moon, a triangle or love on the top of christmas tree instead of it shd be a Star!!
and all my friend,i will appcreiate if u read the Letter of Jesus below 
this will be the amazing christmas gift than ever...


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A Lovely Letter from JESUS

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday.  Every year does
a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be
repeated.


During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many
radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone

is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer.

It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think

of me.

As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago.

At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for
them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the
celebration.

Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know
the meaning of the celebration
. I remember that last
year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of
delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and
chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many
beautifully wrapped gifts.

But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited.

I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation.

The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they

closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be
with them and share their  table

In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close
their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to
enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner.

They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and

laughing at everything. They were having a grand time.

To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white
beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho!  He seemed drunk. He sat on the
sofa and all the children ran to him, saying:  "Santa Claus, Santa Claus" as

if the party were in his honor!


At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms
waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no-one hugged me.


Suddenly they all began to share gifts.  They opened them one by one with
great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe,
there was one for me.  What would you feel if on your birthday everybody
shared gifts and you did not get one?

I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left.

Every year it gets worse.  People only remember the gifts, the parties, to
eat and drink, and nobody remembers me.


I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life.

I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago
I came to this world to give my life for you, on the
cross, to save you.


Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party,

I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party
that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the
final arrangements.


Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you.
I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you
and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book.

Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party.

Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be prepared because

when all is ready you will be part  of my great party.

See you soon. I Love you!

Jesus

Friday, December 4, 2009

a short post in busy weeks

as what i stated above, and what i m wrote in the pass few articles
my life recently is darn BUSY!!!
jz completed  my last assignment
but no time for rest
the FINAL EXAM is coming
it make my life pack with books and notes
what is planning, what is switching
what formula for t-stat and blablabla...
is stuck in my mind
i tried my best to understand it..
but......

is not enough time for me to revise
i use at least 3 weeks to revise during tarc exam..
but now is 3 DAYS!!!
how can i make it..
i m not smart enough to read one time then gao dim
i have to repeated and repeated the same things
is stress...
and i not motivate as last time
i stil FB-ing, msn-ing!!!

the only enjoyment for me for this few weeks is only JOEY bday celebration
sorry to her coz cant have a proper celebration coz everyone are busy for assignment
and the last enjoyment for me is LATER
a shopping day with STIVEN and JOEY...

dont wan think about exam for few hours 1st okies???