I want to be.

Found it at twitter some days ago

So match with my target on myself

I want to be.

Carmen and Food

This week is definitely a fruitful and also "food-full" week for me
First of all, i'm finally tried the Snowfakes
not bad not bad, is different from others
but i still prefer cendol and ice kacang

-With the lovely W26 after service

Sushi King buffet but not sushi, is STEAMBOAT
the soups is tasted good, but the ingredients was just so so
we attract by the " free flow of chicken meat"
and fung, jh and me have a great fun time over there

jh, fung and me stay on the buffet
while Jun dating with her bf and joey go to the sushi part

Half boiled egg + miso soup= nice

a new style of egg invented by master Chang
and i like it very much XD

Have some hidden meaning in this picture
anyone can guess it??
is about Xiao Bai Nehhh

wake up early in the morning and ahead to Klang
with Mei Fung and her bf Sum Hee and also JunJun
eating Bat Kut Teh at there
is yummy and i finish two plate of rice!!
the taste of this bak kut teh is different with what we ate at KL
it was salty than KL and KL wan is tasted sweeter
i wish to go Klang more often and try others!!!
Thanks to Sum Hee!!

Nite time, CG outing with w26 for a dinner
have a great time there
ohya the glass there was represent some part of Jh
Gratz to Hsieh Liang for his graduation and W26' graduation present for him

Last but not least,
when for lunch with Jh, Jun and Joey ( tripe J)
at Puchong after moral exam today

roaster Duck rice with my favourite " shuan chai"

yummy yummy <3<3


Is all about food
Thanks God for a blessed week

当下

有些伤口需要时间慢慢平复
有些事需要一点时间看开

成长和改进都需要时间
如果你想知道浑身乏力是什么滋味？？
可以来看下我。。。


我现在。。
我会再爬起来的。。。
我也会蜕变。。。

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Carmen felt so miserable and dry. Feel like lying under my tomb
I know what is emtyness, emotional, or even sadness
but yet, these is not the feelings that come from You

Sadly, I cant let these go
I'm lost at this point, so where is the light of truth?
what should I do?

I want to vanished in this thin air
FOREVER
Perhaps someone is what I need right now
But......there is none........

Just for FUN

 

found out another CUTE software

spent whole day to edit- delete- and edit again

just for fun

most of the pictures in my blog is no touch up upon my face geh

i just put the blog link inside only

But the picture above is different

because this software got some cute function

hehe, spot the different betweeen the two

stop gossip and spread the love

"If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over.But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that 'every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses'.If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector." (Matthew 18: 15-17)

Are you feel that God are directly speak into your current situation?
as a little girl of Daddy God, i always pray that i can grow more and shape my attitude
until i can really glorify His name in my life

now i am gonna to share about how God really do it..
last Thrusday May Shen share about love others in cell group by a discussion
is all about when u have a conflict/ argument/ flight with someone
what will you do after that?

I think most of us will gossip with friends to complain?
and in our little heart, we will said" aiyo, i din gossip kay, i just wan confess my feeling"
but actually, when u talk to third party without the present of the friend you argue with is already a gossip
So, stop finding excuse for this action. 

instead of gossip, we should go in front of the person and talk with them

it is hard to do so, but try to imagine yourself
will you feel good if someone talk about you behind you and you are know it from others?
we will feel annoying right? so ourselves should be the first for avoiding to gossip!!

i wont go further detail about it
because i wanna share my experience here right now XD
the day before cell group, i actually have a conflict with someone
and i get advice from Liang and during Thursday
i was like " waloee, so matched wan!!"

i feel so thankful for my daddy God to educate me through this two excellent leaders

but the story wasn' t end there
i had some hard feeling about some issue on my life
the next day after cell group
and was keep remind myself " apply what you learn yesterday!"
although the problems haven't settle yet
but at least i will  loves others as Jesus love me

we are sinful, but He still died for us just because of He loves all of us
I'm His daughter, of course i have to be like that as well
Is another learning test for me

"There is no such thing as a problem without a Divine gift hidden within it. 
You have these problems because you need the gifts they carry within."

i just discovered that our pretty Jun also share about the discussion, if you are interest, please
kindly go to juneinjuly, i am sure that you will know more detail for it

study life

Back to my degree life one week ago
and my " why-so-stressed" life is started again
assignments and FYP is smile to me with a knife behind

I HAVE TO WORK MORE HARDER
Hope i have enough power to sustain to the end of semester

Lord, keep remind me that
no matter how busy i am
how stress is surrounding me
I will still have to put my eyes on you