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Carmen felt so miserable and dry. Feel like lying under my tomb
I know what is emtyness, emotional, or even sadness
but yet, these is not the feelings that come from You

Sadly, I cant let these go
I'm lost at this point, so where is the light of truth?
what should I do?

I want to vanished in this thin air
FOREVER
Perhaps someone is what I need right now
But......there is none........