When the day comes

Have been graduated informally, leave one presentation to go and waiting for the graduation ceremony.

But it doesn't seem like a happy ending for me

I hope that my study life will never ending

The day to step into the social university is coming soon

No way for to to avoid it.

Haven't really choose my path of career path

What should be my next step??

In this moment, i really doubting my own ability

Am I really can handle my dream?

Can i be a forever student??

without care of the monetary matters.... 

what does BUSY means

Before entering into last semester, when I tell people around me

they will definitely said this: " then u will be very busy"

and I was like " oh, I know"

and i really thought i know what the words B.U.S.Y mean to me

But know i realised that I'm underestimate what B.U.S.Y mean to me

Tons of assignments, fyp need to be completed as soon as possible

while I have the packed scedule!!!

Tuition teacher duty ain't easy at all, part timer is tiring, and more to come interviews waiting for me

All these forced me push my capacity to the MAX

This is my choice

I choose to be busy while i can let go others to relax

But I have no regret. Because this is what I call "Pre-Working" lifestyle

Will not forget my goal.

-Glory to Glory for Him-

Back to the time that I have struggling to wake up every morning 7am

and force my eyes open even I'm sleepy

dated with books, notes and snacks everyday

if you are my friend, I'm sure that you know why i need to SUFFER like this

EXAM is around the corner!!

and I'm super duper and terrible regretted that I did't pay much attention in class

my notes is super lack of explanation!!

have to use all my brain juice to elaborate it  by myself now!!!

I hope that i can complete my CIMISO practice by today

pray for me okay, my guardian angel??

The final destination of assignments

Assignments war is are still on-going

and yet i was busy pointlessly sometimes

(such as what I'm doing right now)

half-died is the best description on myself right now

rejected many invitation and also yam cha session

and some is blaming on me 

sorry friends, i just need some space just between me and all those assignments only

0411 is around the corner

but i think that is the most stressful and busiest day for these 21 years
someone tell me "do not worry"
and another someone ask me to "rejoice"
but i still burdening myself
until today...

"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, 
and all these things shall be added to you."

this verse was remind me something i say from the beginning of the year

turn my sight to Him, found back my pure motive to study

TQ, Lord. 

is battle time

After the long relax days,

now comes again the stressful weeks

assignments is keep rushing us

not even have a time for me to breathe 

everyday is compete with the time

everyone says to me" relax, for sure can finish one."

i do agree that for sure i can complete them one by one

by impossible to relax.

when I'm relax, i will slow down

now is the time to walk faster!!!

all the subjects in year 3 are carry 70% in our final grade.

Have to take it serious!!

If I still got time to complains, why not battle with it more?

remind me the phrase i keep using in SPM

" BATTLE TILL THE END, I CAN RULEZ IT"

study life

Back to my degree life one week ago
and my " why-so-stressed" life is started again
assignments and FYP is smile to me with a knife behind

I HAVE TO WORK MORE HARDER
Hope i have enough power to sustain to the end of semester

Lord, keep remind me that
no matter how busy i am
how stress is surrounding me
I will still have to put my eyes on you

holidays!

FINALLY

is enjoy time!!!!
after a long war with assignments and exam!!!
now is the turn for enjoy!!!

yeah, is holidays~

i wan relax enough and enjoy it
coz not left much semester for me anymore!!!
next year May need to step into "Social U"
can i dont want??

tomorrow will ahead to Kuantan with my gang!!!
i wish i could have fun there!!![ jin han are u see this?]

Dear all my friends who having holidays now
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

Study Week

Exam is one of the important and "Must Have" in a student life

it had been enter in my life since i m 7 years old

10++ years is passed, but i still HATE exam

slept in midnite, woke up early in the morning is something for sure 

will be happen during every study week!!

not that kind of "Study Smart" students

so i have to "Study Hard" for survice ( how sad is sounds T.T)

as u can see from the picture

paper, notes, books, pen, highlighters is things MUST have at the table 

NO PAIN, NO GAIN!!

HOPE this war can be finish soon!!!

M.Y.L.I.F.E

The few previous post,

i have been complained thousand times for my assignments

now is some proof on how stress we are (hehehhe)

This is what we usually do during our "group discussion"

a bit "苦中作乐”

the choclate at at Station one is Not Bad

and steamboat while doing assignments with Jin Han and Jun

 FINALLY we are DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the most thickest assignments for me in APIIT

96 pages!!!!

WELLDONE for all my groupmates Joey Cho, Jin Han and our leader Wilson Tay

The next day, weng to Sg Wang to celebrate Kae Liang bday and shopping!!!

can't found my face??

of coz la, i wont show u guys my "chan yong" after long long war =P

 

Saturday is my JIMUI day!!!

i out whole day with Them

eat, shopping and 38Ness

miss all my deardear and darling so much!!!

friendship Forever!!!

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Today gonna be my last day to relax

have to prepare myself for Final later...

Pray for me

to give my best to glory the name of Jesus!!!

gambateh, Fighting!!!

jiayoujiayou!!!

free of assignments

FINALLY and LASTLY
after the LONG LONG suffer and sleepless night
3 assignments and 2 presentation is GONE FINALLY!!

Thanks God for the guidance and strength u give me all the way!!!

Thanks for all my friends who accompany me "stress" together!!!

gonna have a good rest until Saturday
after that have to concentrate on EXAM
@.@

but at least no more stress for now
woohooo!!!!!

just a short post

3 assignments on hand

and all the due date is nearby

27th April, 30 April and 3 May

all the progress is 30% ONLY!!!

i cant imagine how could i can finish it on time

everyone want to kill the assignments;

but i feel like i m killed by assignments!!!

gambateh neh Carmen Yong..

keep going on, never said No before give your best!!!

just a feeling

Recently was planning my activities during my coming 2 months semester break

wanted to work full time in marketing area

since i m a marketing student

BUT problems is came to me

how should i teach tuition if i work fulltime??

but if i didn't  work fulltime

how i can pay my petrol and feed my car in future????

is blur and insecure.....

Lord, i surrender all of my burdens to you

i m sure that u have the greatest plan for me

u never leave me alone...

yes, i m scare, i m worry this period of time

but i learn and i also have to surrender to you
is nervous, is tired, and it was suffer...

but i will learn to do it

coz i noe nothing i can do without You!!!

and You are the one who plan my life...

Please give me a way that u want to to walk through

please tell me what should i do

please guide me and don't let me fall into temptation

Lord, i pray that i can get a good job that can support my expenses

and tell me what kind of job should i choose to sustain my expenses

yes God i noe without u i can do nothing

all i have now is given by You

thanks God for the blessing all the way

tuition and fulltime which want should i choose??

If you are my fren and you willing to pray for me

please pray for me too

hope He give me the strength and patient

to fight for my assignment and exam

guide me to find a better job..

Thanks!! GBU too~~

i hate assignment!!!!!

once again,

i hate assignment!!!!

compared with exam, i rather sit for exam!!
at least i  no sit sit in front of my lappie 6 hours nonstop
for few weeks or months!!
i thought i have been finish one of it
but i m WRONG
have to redo it again!!
MS Parvin, pls don't take leave again
is killing me!!!!

3 assignment at the same duedate
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
gao meng ah!!!!
3 weeks more..means one week i have to kill one assignment!!
i hate assignments!!!!

and our RMM lecturer is such a good lecturer!!
please dun pretend that u are good 2 us when u r not!!!
please stop critic us when u are not show us the way to improve
and if want to scold us, please go ahead directly
i hate ur "maksud tersirat"
i attend the class not want to listen to your ego exprience!!


this semester seem like a worst semester i never have before!!
=( =( =(

patient patient patient patient

love love love love 

peace peace peace peace

A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T

assignments duedate is coming one by one...
but none of it i have finish
i have no idea on how to maintain my previous result !!!
First class like a dream i can't achieve!!!

sigh...sigh...sigh
no matter how today i must finish my UCSD assignment!!!
is a MUST Carmen Yong

My Lord, i need patient, wisdom and energy!!!

go by photos

this is what happen in my life past few weeks
nothing much special
but is meaningful and colourful

In Phangphang's car..i love this pic..

Ang pow trip with apiitians
thanks phang phang for the choczz

And this what we called --- "COLLEGE LIFE"

after my school days started

Have been started my degree level 2 semester 2 a week

just one word to describe it

TIRED

i feel tired to the parking system although i didn't t own a car

everyday have to either waiting for shutter van or walk to the venue

is ruined me up....

everyday walk walk and walk and lrt

made me feel so tired

I seldom sleep b4 1am usually

but in this week

from Monday to Thursday, i also slept b4 11pm

i "beh Tahan", i m so sleepy in the class too!!!

in holidays, i can even sleep until 12pm and somemore take a nap at 3pm

Need to concentrate to what tutors said also make me tired

Coz i didn't use my brain at all during holidays...(wakaka)

The worst is having 3 days morning class

and 2days end at 5.30pm and 6pm

i HATE it seriously!!!

it make me more tired!!!

Is ok for me that no breaks in between

IF i can end my class and go home earlier!!

YES, I M TIRED

i hope i can fully recharge on next weeks onward

i planed to just use not more than RM10 per day

but failed d...ishh

sorry to myself and my purse and also my bank..

cant feed them wisely...

sigh.. =(

How i wish that i could have somethings that totally can

comfort me and refreshing me.. XD