on the process of learning

Learn to submit

Learn to obey

Learn to surrender

No longer my way, but let Your will be done 

感情的态度

在感情上， 我坚持宁缺莫滥！
我不知道他何时出现
但是， 我会为他而等待

Never try, never know 我绝对SAY NO
我深信上帝会为我准备
我会遇见那位爱我， 爱神的他
我们可以一起事奉，一起成长的那个他！！

箴言 4:23 你 要 保 守 你 心 ， 勝 過 保 守 一 切  ， 因 為 一 生 的 果 效 是 由 心 發 出 

short update

好久好久没到这里了
也好久好久没有认真的审视自己
每一天总在忙忙碌碌地混日子

工作上。。。嗯， 我知道我可以做到更好的
但就是对自己要求太高， 也许我该学会放下
不然我不可能享受我的工作
感谢主， 让我有机会成长
I know Im different.
I am Your SOL!!!!!

working

have been stepped into the Social-U for more than thirty days
realized that how grateful I m
surround with good people, colleagues that willing to guide me
supervisors that treat me so well
and good working environment as well!!!
Thank God for prepared me such a beautiful place to work!!!

learned a lots and yet many to learns
have to be more detailed person
have to be more responsible
have to enlarge my capability to do more

Look back at this journey
really feel thankful for single things that happened
without them, i will not able to to handle what i have to handle now
God is good all the times, and this is so real and true =)

什么是意外？？

他是突如其来， 在你我的预料之发生的

就 “ 碰， 碰” 两声，

意外发生了。。。

被问我为什么， 如果我知道它会发生

那就不是意外了

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lies and truths

"谎言和真实在河边洗澡。

谎言先洗好，穿了真实的衣服离开，真实却不肯穿谎言的衣服。

后来，在人们的眼里，只有穿着真实衣服的谎言，

却很难接受赤裸裸的真实。" ( 摘自网络）

people like lies rather than truth

therefore everyone wearing mask 

listen to beautiful lies and more easier to accept than cruel facts.

and honestly,

i just simply DISLIKE this AT ALL!!!

when the numbers adding

The hardest part about growing up is 

LETTING GO of what you were used to

& 

MOVING ON with something you're no

This called LIFE

we can't choose what to do.

but we can choose on how to do

being open-hearted will make life easier 

next level of CaRmEn life

Came back from our neighbor country with a sick body
Vomit all the way inside the bus. * FAINTED*
But no matter how, my another level of life will start from tomorrow onwards
that's mean more responsibilities have to carry, more mature mind need to be adopt.
seriously have no idea on a people like me how to survive at office life, or what they call it as office politic?

But life still move on no matter how u think
i have to move before the life leave me at behind

* I can do all things by Christ who strengthen me!!*


photos of vacations will be posted on next post, please stay tune 

To be Happy

Five simple rules to be happy: 

Free your heart from hatred.

 Free your mind from worries. 

Live simply. Give more. Expect less.

所谓成功

成功的定义是什么？？

对一个事业心很重的他而言， 成功是高高在上， 大权在握。

对于喜欢随性生活的他， 能够每天做自己喜欢做的事是最大的成功

恋家的她说， “ 成功就是看到自己的家人健康快乐的在一起”

所以， 你如何定义成功？？

成功对我而言就是幸福

它没有特定的formula, 因为他在每个人的心中都不一样

因此，不需要和别人比较

没有谁比谁好， 谁比谁幸福

计较得越多， 只会增添自己的烦恼

你不是他， 你不会了解他的负担

别以为别人的西瓜总是甜的

珍惜自己手中的那一粒橙吧

能做到知足，也是另一种成功

Where is Carmen Yong?

Did my last presentation for my FYP yesterday
and all my duties as a student are completed.
Formally close file and waiting for the graduation.
             * Please congrats me *

But the life wasn't stop here.
This is the comma of my life, life will totally change to another direction now
Step into the Social U soon.
You might wondering which field i choose, which company i working for.
But, I haven't get a clear picture till now.
Everyone give me sweet and useful advices
However, I still waiting for the one i want.
Field that I can learn and have interested with

Yeap, now i know I can do better in study compared with working.
Had a chat with Chris Chan few days ago, she was so shock when i tell her my future plan
I think most of my friends will shock, because that not Carmen Yong at all

Carmen Yong, please come back.
I miss you. Please don't play hide and seek with me
I'm tired!!!

Faith

There is some days in my life that i lost my faith, my dream and my heart.
But He is there to keep me on track, keep calling me back to Him.
busyness leads me walk on my own strengths, depends on my own ability.

But these are PAST TENSE!!!!
Will keep my faith and expectation grow stronger and stronger.
I will be the head not the tail, will lift up Your name higher!

I know You have the greatest plan on my life!!!
You will provide what I need =)

坚强背后

人人都说女孩子不要太要强、太独立、太厉害，不然会不招人喜欢。

可是，我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害，谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手？

靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑。

女孩子，只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品。

家世好的女孩子，会有爸妈为其铺好华丽丽的金砖大道，

相貌好的女孩子，会有男友老公等着为其鞍前马后尽献殷勤，

运气好的女孩子，会有贵人相助使之平步青云，

真是，不幸，我似乎哪个都排不上，

所以，别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情，

别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴，

别再说我笑得太大声，走得太快，讲话太男孩子气。

别再嫌弃我太过理智，太冷血。

因为，我知道，

下雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨，

淋雨之后，不赶快擦干头发，换掉衣服，

就一定会感冒发烧，

生病之后，不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害。

曾经去输液，隔床的女孩一边给老师打电话请假，一边哭，

我当时觉得，这孩子真傻，哭又能怎样？

真是个傻孩子。

可我也曾是个傻孩子。

曾经我会在躲雨的屋檐下看着一个个被接走的人觉得自己像是个弃猫，

曾经我会在饿的胃疼却连水都没得喝的时候很想哭，

曾经我会在拥挤的公车上被人左推右推的时候感到委屈，

曾经我在夜色里默默对自己说“生日快乐”

曾经我在被冤枉却无力辩解时躲在厕所捂着嘴巴大声地压抑着哭。

我不是苦水里泡大的孩子，我只是个不愿意向世俗妥协的女孩。

而在此之前，我会一直努力坚强着，扬起下巴，不哭，不闹，不发脾气。只微笑。

没有女孩子愿意一直坚强，只是她在等一个理由，一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由

无意中在面子书上看到的一篇文章

它让我的心被刺了一针。

有种突如其来的痛

每个人都想当小花，但是无奈却只能成为倔强的小草

小草们，要加油！！

因为我们的生命力顽强，在风雨中都能抬头挺胸地迎接每分每秒！！

When the day comes

Have been graduated informally, leave one presentation to go and waiting for the graduation ceremony.

But it doesn't seem like a happy ending for me

I hope that my study life will never ending

The day to step into the social university is coming soon

No way for to to avoid it.

Haven't really choose my path of career path

What should be my next step??

In this moment, i really doubting my own ability

Am I really can handle my dream?

Can i be a forever student??

without care of the monetary matters.... 

the reward of assignments

Have been neglected my bloggie for quite some time
Was SO BUSY for the FYP and ASSIGNMENTS
Finally, just one more to go!!!
* Claps to to the max, Pleaseeeeee*

But This was a post for this!!
This is a post for me to scream out of my heart, my lung and my whole body
for the PAIN  is suffered!!!!

This is the return i get from the busyness of my life!!
Too busy and too concern of the assignments early in the morning
caused me to this circumtances!!
It was painful!!! Is real pain!!!!
the first reaction for me is cried and scream like crazy!!!
I think I will be phobia to the pork noodles soup for ages!!

Now, i just hope that it wont be any scars for it.
Pray hard for that =)
I want my  pretty leg back please >.<

Lesson I learn: Please be aware when you doing everything.

Life is full with choices

A sneaking peak when I'm rushing the FYP
Deadline is around the corner but i still have a lots to go.
But that is not the point I wanna share about now

When we are getting older and older in ages
I believe that everyone have a same thought as mine
" Decisions and choices is everywhere in our life"
choice for choosing a course when after SPM, enter which college, and which company work for
Every decision we make determining our path.
It will lead you to different directions after the choice have been make

Now is the time for me to make a decision again
there is no absolutely right or wrong
I go for my dream that I longer for
I believe My Daddy will provides everything i need.
He will be my GPS in my life

what does BUSY means

Before entering into last semester, when I tell people around me

they will definitely said this: " then u will be very busy"

and I was like " oh, I know"

and i really thought i know what the words B.U.S.Y mean to me

But know i realised that I'm underestimate what B.U.S.Y mean to me

Tons of assignments, fyp need to be completed as soon as possible

while I have the packed scedule!!!

Tuition teacher duty ain't easy at all, part timer is tiring, and more to come interviews waiting for me

All these forced me push my capacity to the MAX

This is my choice

I choose to be busy while i can let go others to relax

But I have no regret. Because this is what I call "Pre-Working" lifestyle

Will not forget my goal.

-Glory to Glory for Him-

那晚，我一夜长大

我相信今天，每个人都对这张照片都很熟悉吧

三月十日下午一点左右，日本发生了8.9级大地震和海啸

大自然又在一次的向渺小的我们展现了她的威力

当时的我还正和朋友瞎拼着

到了晚上我才知道

当我们在享受的当儿，日本的朋友是多么的慌乱！！


上帝再一次让我知道
是谁掌管明天
再次提醒我我现在烦恼的根本微不足道
让我学会把自己缩小，把他放大！！




我很感激，我还活着
日本，你要加油！！
我们都会为你祷告！！
上帝，求你施怜悯
帮助日本刚强地度过考验！！


Please pray for Japan everyday
I believe God will move His hand
The window of mercy will open upon this country

我说我自己

需要一个沉淀期

让自己那装得满满的脑袋可以休息

让他不要自己吓自己， 不要胡思乱想

我自己很多东西都是我自己吓自己

人长得越大，越懂得吓自己

给了自己太多太多不必要的压力

现在，我累了

是时候放空了

有时候，我也很悲观的。。

但，那只是一下下

What a girl needs to look great

A girl needs to wear two things to look great : 

CONFIDENCE and SMILE 

Be confidence as who you are

and smiles everyday in your life

Because you are special and no one like you!