CNY

The day is coming soon!

Guess what??

2011 Chinese New Year!!!!

I'm excited and happy for it!!

Waiting and waiting.

Not  because of Ang Pow, new clothes or delicious dinner

But is a feel.

A feel of reunion, fellowship and work for something together.

I can't really describe it, but i just enjoy it.

enjoy the time spare with them in kitchen, while decorate the house, watching TV together

or even the time gossip about others.

This is my family, we will complain about each others, but we never be apart. 

I love them with all my heart.

Sometimes will feel tired to settle everything, but when we all gather together

I know all these tiredness are worthing.

Lastly

Happy Lunar New Year!!!!

Have a blessed CNY

听说重感情的人是这样的

1、容易满足，更容易受伤

2、总有一种，被忽视的感觉

3、付出的远远超过得到的

4、很固执，不懂得放弃

5、总是说着要离开，却一再为自己找不离开的理由

6、在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落

7、在陌生人面前很安静，在朋友面前胡闹

8.、不会想索要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地，可以很少，但一定要有

9、心情不好的时候，却喜欢听悲歌

10、坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它

11、觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠，但却还是那样地选择相信别人

12、偶尔会有种想消失的念头

13、不喜欢等待，却总是等待

14、经常不经意的发呆

15、总会把事情想得很长久

16、总是觉得没有人会把自己放在心里疼

17、心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界

18、习惯了沉默，在沉默中爆发

19、会怀疑，却总是要把人往好处想

20、不喜欢一个人逛街

21、一点点事就胡思乱想，

22、自己走路会很快

23、隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪

24、习惯冷战

25、喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩

26、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感

27、不爱说话或很爱说话

27个，我就中了16个，真的他妈的准阿~

我的死穴， 但也是我的优点吧？？

生病了，要赶快好起来

我要快快乐乐的大吃大喝！！！

新年阿， 我要大红包

XDXDXD

Im gonna to sum it up

New semester aka my last semester is officially started

But I'm still in holidays mood!!!

CNY is coming!!!

Are you guys excited with it?

I'm really looking forward for this year reunion dinner 

Miss all my gorgor jiejie and of course all the cuttie kids

so so so so so so much

Big thanks to everyone who delighted my holidays

all the outings, parties and trip

I had a lots of joy and fun last 2 months.

Terima  kasih banyak banyak 

XDXDXDXD

Semester break is coming to end today

Tomorrow will start my LAST semester!!!

I'm so old!!!omgomgomg!!!!

have to packed up my holidays mood and rush for my FYP, study and assignments again

I know I have to treasure it since there is no such thing for me after I graduated.

The stress of these stuff is nothing compared with the reality

Today will be a good day!!!

Gambateh Carmen.Y!!!! 

未完，待续

零六年，中学毕业。

从一个象牙塔走进另一个象牙塔

带着兴奋期待去面对未知的将来

当时的我也许什么都没有

但额头有个勇字

从来不知道“死字掂写”

对那时的卡雯而言

未来是掌握在自己的手里

一年又一年

稚气脱去， 人变得更成熟（也许是更世故老练）

钉子碰多了，人也变得更小心翼翼

面对即将毕业的以后

那不可知的将来，感到无比的彷徨

害怕，因为知道外面的世界不轻松

你们的一言一语

其实我都很在意

我很怕会辜负大家的期望

“the uncertainty made me scare"

I'm not sure whether I really can handle it like you guys say

有时真的很想当一当鸵鸟

什么都不去想，不去理，不去听，不去看

。。。。。。

我想大声地呼喊：

身为学生真好！！！！！

P.s: 我只想依莫一下下

让后我会快乐起来

继续我的征途

^^

Hi, people!!!I'm back!!!

4 days 3 nights at Penang with friends

run away from this packed yet stressful city

went to Penang relaxing ourselves

enjoyed a lots from there!!

Back to KL, is already 2011

Till now i still can't really in a 2011 mood.

May be because of I'm still holidays now??

Looked back to my 2010.

ups and downs is everywhere in my life

is so dramatics but I learned many within it

it is definitely a breakthroughs year for me in many areas.

Grow more in His words, met many "life mentol", knowing who is my true friends 

finally overcome my fear on driving, have a much more better relationship with family

A "not-so-bad" result in Apiit, changing church and bla bla bla~

All I can say is i can see His guidance and plan for every single step in my life

though I still learning now, but I believe I'm will me more like Him in my life.

2011, start in strong and I already plan my new year resolutions.

some of it i have to keep it as a secret. XD

Some i will share it here right now

1. Graduated with First Class

2. Have a more healthier life style

3. Better self control in financial and emotions

friends, remind me when i far away from my track.

And lastly

Many thanks to everyone who accompany me in 2010

Without you guys, i can't be who I am today.

Have a good 2011 ahead!!!

-XoXo Best wishes XoXo-